I was recently asked this question and thought, "wow, how do I answer that?", I miss everything. But then it hit me, it was something I shared a few times with my best friend, I miss the way she loved me. It was different. It's hard to explain. Maybe some of it is the sister bond. I'm not really sure, but she made me feel loved on such a different level. She probably made mom and Sean feel that way too, and each of her friends. We all had our own special relationship with her, but I realize that as much as I thought she hung the moon, so she thought of me. I realize just how much I depended on her when I always thought it was the other way around. That despite our 13-year difference, we were really close. So, though I miss everything about her (her voice/laugh/the way she said "SIS!" or "Sisterrrr", or "thissy"/her hug), the thing I miss the most is the way she loved me.
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